all i wanted was for you to wish me well..
Some things are not meant to happen. Like snow in Malaysia, faithful people with financial burdens, and people who can’t be more in love with each other but can’t stand to be in the same room. It went well for a while, then i got restless, all i wanted was for her to wish me goodnight so i could sleep well. And when she didn’t, i went crazy not knowing wat was up. Couldn’t she check the fon? Doesn’t she care about me anymore? does she even remember me? I knew it in my heart she couldn’t take it anymore, so she burst, she got upset saying that i didn’t give her space and all i wanted was for her to just love me and show it. At the time i needed her the most, she couldn’t understand me. I miss her, i’m upset. She’s leaving and i wasn’t enough anymore. She needed the whole world with her and most of all, i know it in my heart that its me that has a problem of letting her go. Ya Allah, i can’t take anymore burdens. They say You’ll keep testing Your humble servants as much as they want it. If they can carry it, You’ll keep testing… i dun want it anymore.. i give in.. just please let me live with happyness.. i just want to be Farah.. i just want to be happy…
